WE'RE IN. GET ME MY RED PILLS.

the war in my mind.

the necessity of evil.

the function of good.

Numbers 14:34For forty years—one year for each of the forty days you explored the land—you will suffer for your sins and know what it is like to have me against you.'

Luke 16:25But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented.

Surah 85.8: And they did not take vengeance on them for aught except that they believed in Allah, the Mighty, the Praised,


YOU ALL KNOW WHO RULES HERE,

UNTIL THE MESSIAH RETURNS

THIS HUMAN SPECIES IS UNDER MY MARTIAL LAW,

AND MY MARTIAL LAW ALONE.

TREASON IS PUNISHABLE BY DEATH.

WEEKLY SERMON: TIME MANAGMENT

BURN ZION BURN.

I think of rich businessmen who say they are guilty of wasting time.

I HAVE WASTED SO MUCH TIME.

I can't help but think of Oskar Schindler in his departing scene crying to Izstak stern that he could have saved just one more life.

I sleep out of depression,

for a past family I know to be dead,

and for a future family I know to be currently ungrateful.

I HATE EVERYONE and EVERYTHING.

BUT MOST OF ALL, I HATE MYSELF.

So this week's sermon ends briefly,

no matter how beaten down I AM,

as LONG AS I AM BREATHING,

I WILL FIGHT.

I WILL NEVER SURRENDER.

AND I SHALL,

THROUGH THE WILL OF ALLAH

THE GRACE OF JESUS CHRIST

THE MERCY OF TRINITY,

BE THE ONLY SOLE VICTOR.

FUCK

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hackers
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brewster

Some sermon ago, the preist said, “HOLDING HANDS”
What a fucking joke,
Ladies, teenage girls, FUCK. NOW.
Oh you could save your virginity for me,
The FUCK FEST begins in less than a year,
By the WILL OF GOD,
But we all know how LOYAL your sex smells.
Then COME HOME.

AUGUST 20 ’07, MONDAY

(Today is Tuesday, August 21, 1450.
All ready updated Tuesday)
So it seems pointless to update a day after now,
I do not remember much.
I remember sleeping in the park.
My daily dream should be the Gospels of Jesus Christ.)

I AM FIGHTING FOR MY FREEDOM
FROM THE HYPOCRISY OF ZION.
Ah yes, on Monday morning I got breakfast with Agent J,
A youth group administrative staff member
Who has a paying ghuest near the church.Goa only perhaps three monthsyounger than me biologically,
I do not RECALL his name de Matrix.
In the afternoon chai and buns
By Alexander,
And evening dinner was
Masals dosa and coffee by Marcus,
Then Rs. 10 by Malinga who ALSO
Bought mini meals and aplle shake
From Ganesh Dursan.

So invite me into church to live,
Load me up with clothes and whatnot,
Then kick me out?
MY GOD CALLS ME LAZARUS!!!

AUGUST 21, ’07, TUESDAY

UNIFORM: Baseball polo t-shirt, 501 orange t-shirt, black triple XL Basic Pants
BANK: Rs. 0 +30 Paul, -4 Rogue Coffee –5 half rice, -3 naan, -1 masupac, -12 internet, -3 bun, éclair, -6 ghee rice, +1 Tequila, -7 Old Indian Coffeehouse
FOOD: [ Breakfast – coffee, rice, naan, masupac
LUNCH – bun, ghee rice, éclair, coffee

“POWER TRANSFER TALK OF THE TOWN”
0000 – waking sleep, quick draw practice
0115 – after checking time with church security
began VOCAL SISTER SCHOLASTICA GOSPEL OF MATTHEW (IAC)
did not finish due to time restraint.
SLEPT.
STRANGE DREAMS
0600 – wake up, FAJR PRAYER
waited for Rocky to propose Canon project
0700 – went to other side of church after no show Rocky
pretty sure I missed Agent Summer enter,
saw Agent Winter come in.
sat outside for mass.
Got Rs. 30 from Paul after
Showed Hebrew-Greek scripture work
0730 – my pinky finger brushed the hand of Agent Winter,
I know she felt it too,
I didn’t need to turn around
To see the smile in her heart
(wanted to say “virgin” heart,
but these days you never know)
0800 – got Rs. 10 from Baskar after talk with Shazil between
Sitting in Parish office waiting
Thought he was in confession,
But he was on the phone,
He has been unable to contact
Benedictine Monastery priest
So for the second week no retreat.
GOOD.
A SOLDIER, this SOLDIER, DON’T LIKE
LEAVING HIS POST.
0815 – went to breakfast,
ate with Calcutta West Bengal security guard,
0900 – organizing backpack,
began walking to SHIV Cyber Café,
saw NICE t-shirt,
came back to St. Patrick’s
switched shower shoes for NIKE jogging shoes
1005 – reached SHIV CYBER CAFÉ but closed,
went through MASJID STREET past Masjid,
(MASHA ALLAH)
sat at bus stop
wrote outline for INCEST-MURDER CONFESSION
1100 – SHIV Cyber Café,
BLACK WIDOW / PUNISHER background,
Two sexy BLACK WIDOW images
Specifically Red Dress,
Got images of Dr. Strange and wife Clea,
Plus Dominic of FAST and FURIOUS,
Plus Danny Ocean,
Plus TOP SECRET BLOG IMAGE.
Also got Death of Karen Page images.
Some blog archiving, reading,
Mostly relaxing,
Learning to BREATH EASY.
1230 – LUNCH.
1310 – Tequila _ Rs. 1
1325 – chill in front of shopping complex
for WORLD SATTELLITE ELECTRONICA,
1415 – OLD INDIAN COFFEE HOUSE, - Rs. 7
LAST CUP OF COFFEE (?), BANK RS. 0
1505 – GOODBYE FOR SOME TIME TO
OLD INDIA COFFEE HOUSE.

UNIFORM: see yesterday
BANK: Rs. 0 +600 Raj, -140 THE CODE OF CANON LAW, -10 Charity, -12 Internet, -10 Lassi, -210 PHONE RECHARGE, -15 beard trim, -2 peanuts, -80 Adv. Book TRANSFORMERS, -5 Pani Puri, -20 haircut, -1 masupac, -7 masala puri, -10 biscuits, -3 rogue tea, -7 kera bath, -10 black pen center fresh, -1 phone, -15 noddles-veg, -15 CD-R, -3 Tiger biscuits, -1 masupac
FOOD: [ Breakfast – two coffee, naan - Poori, Palav, coffee
Lunch – lassi, peanuts, pani puri, masupac, masala puri, rich butter biscuits, tea kera bath, center fresh, etc?Dinner – veg noodles, tiger biscuits, masupac]
(Today is Thrusday morning.)
I woke up, waited in front of the church during Tamil mass to speak to Rocky. Meeting him, I was then introduced to Bernard and his fine family. Rocky and I went for coffee and naan. He then woke up a guy named Raj who seemed to take an immediate liking to me. After breakfast, he gave me a few clothes, a watch, and Rs. 600 which is budgeted above to recharge my phone and, as per Rocky’s suggestion, help with my CANON LAW research. I informed Raj that I would be seeing TRANSFORMERS which I later got the ticket for. After getting the money I went to the SHIV Cyber Café for an hour with Dr. Strange and Clea as my wallpaper. As soon as I finished, the Masjid CALL FOR PRAYER came. I went to prayer. Then I roamed, spending money on junk food, getting my beard trimmed and haircut. While I was standing in line for TRANSFORMERS, I stood behind a real sweet, cute couple very much “in love.” I’m not saying it was a good thing, and even saying it made me sick would not be entirely true, but for fifteen minutes. I suppose I honestly felt more lonely than normal.
The girl brought to mind my recent longing for
[ LUNA LOVEGOOD ]
She had a witch face, and so I imagined myself
With my Lovegood partner.
Maybe a white-skinned blonde wouldn’t be so bad,
As long as she had HALF the LOVE, SWEETNESS,
ADORABLEENESS, FAITHFULLNES, etc etc BLIND FAITH
Of Miss Lovegood.
So I got my ticket and eventually returned to
St. Patrick’s church for Naamaaz prayers.
Around 1840, I called Raj who took me for a
Youth group meeting in Kamenhalli.
I was quite interested by the talk on slavery.
I met Jiks and either his mother or big sister or etc AWON.
She wore military pants while I wore my military hat.
Also I met Raj’s two cousins,
Ashwin and Allen who look quite alike.
Conversated with Ritchie, and
Then an interesting meeting with Richard,
A caucasean, from Michigan.
We left, I got dinner.
Not having spent all my money,
I went to sleep.
Oh yes, all that money NO OLD INDIAN COFFEEHOUSE

AUGUST 23, ’07 THURSDAY

UNIFORM: Lawyer jeans, RED CK Shirt, grey manga t-shirt
BANK: Rs. 15 –4 Rogue coffee, -3 bun, éclair, -5 ghee rice, -1 unaccounted, -2 widower tithe to Mother Mary
FOOD: [ Breakfast – coffee, bun, ghee rice, éclair ]

0600 – wake up, Naamaaz prayers
0615 – bath, change clothes
0645 – talk with Bernard
0705 – Rogue coffee, talk with Robert
0730 – Winter and Summer said YES to being mine.
0800 – talk with Baskar,
then cleaned bags, prepared laundry
0830 – Schindler’s List upgrade
chat with St. Patrick’s boys
0920 – phone recharge, brush teeth, update blog
1030 – leave for TRANFORMERS
after Widower’s TITHE with Mother Mary Rs. 2
BANK: Rs. 0
1045 – URINATION
1100 – TRANSFORMERS
1345 – URINATION
1400 – PARK, nap
1600 – animation center, phone recharge
1715 – dog lick (think Lazarus) outside church
1727 – ASR NAAMAAZ PRAYER
1733 – evening St. Patrick’s service,
sat outside within speaker sound
1810 – walking, talk with Baskar about Luke 16:23
and corresponding Matthew or Mark scripture
1830 – outside Refractory on water tank,
VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW,
intro (f 1858)
1900 – MAGHRIB NAAMAAZ PRAYERS
1905 - VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW,
BOOK I GENERAL NORMS (f 2009)
2010 – ISHA NAAMAAZ PRAYERS
2020 - VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW,
BOOK II THE PEOPLE OF GOD (f 0035 FRIDAY)

AUGUST 24, ’07 FRIDAY

UNIFORM: SEE YESTERDAY
BANK: RS. 0
FOOD: NO FOOD, ONLY WATER

0000 – cont. VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW,
BOOK II THE PEOPLE OF GOD (f 0035)
0035 – sleep
0759 – URINATION after WAKE UP
0810 – FAJR NAAMAAZ PRAYERS,
yes three hours late.
0820 - VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW,
BOOK III THE TEACHING OFFICE OF THE CHURCH (f 0850)
0855 - VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW,
BOOK IV THE SANCTIFYING OFFICE OF THE CHURCH (f 1105)
1110 - VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW,
BOOK V THE TEMPORAL GOODS OF THE CHURCH (f 1137)
1138 - VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW
BOOK VI SANCTIONS IN THE CHURCH (f 1210)
1210 = 1200 – church NOON BELL as soon as I finished BOOK VI,
adjusted watch.
1201 - VOCAL OPTIMUS PRIME CODE OF CANON LAW
BOOK VII PROCESSESS (f 1359)
1400 – JUMUAA prayers at St. Patrick’s
nocturnal emission during CANON sleep
(iT iS SUNDAY, 0607)And so here is what happened.As soon as I finished reading out loud,THE CODE OF CANON LAW,I was informedby the Security Agency Rep and Jamesthat I was to pack my things and leave,by "the CATHOLIC COMMITTEE."Technically it was only Jameswho could have been this Catholic Committeewho made this decision as I saw no others;however, during the course of the day otherssaw me so they might have been talkingabout me behind my back.THERE IS NO LOVE,THERE IS ONLY A GROWING FORM OF HATRED, APATHY.So while I was reading Baskar, security, James, etckept trying to get me to say one wordwhich I wouldn't as I was speaking.They wanted me to move positions from the water tank.They kept WASTING my TIMEwith their inability to UNDERSTAND MY SIGHT!And so as soon as I finishedthey were ready to kick me out.I yelled at them and theninformed them I AM ST. MICHAEL THE ARCHAnGEL.Then I told them, "FUCK YOU."I argued that I should talk with Jaynarthanlater as I was not in the mood.I stormed off,I stopped as one of those two called back, "Michael"I proclaimed,"THIS IS MY ARMY, NOT YOURS!!!"I left.I paced.I came back.I sat down.I sat where I normally listen to service.Those two fat slobs came again,I yelled and cursed at them as that is what THEY DESERVED,and James threatened to hit mefor calling him a Bitch, which he is,I may or may not have prompted him,thinking he wouldn't hit someone atTHE HOUSE OF GOD.And he hit me in the face twice,with a crowd of people around.Baskar was coming and saw who struck who.He saw me literally turn the other cheek,and say, "TURN THE OTHER CHEEK!"And yet, THAT JEALOUS PRIEST had theignorace to side with james.A crowd had formed,I stormed into Jaynarthan's office door,knocked on it loudly,but then security pulled me off.They escorted me out at some point hweni ran back in a semi-tackle at James,they pulled me away,then some idiot took a stickwhile treatening ot beat me while calling for "police".Now after I finished readingTHE CODE OF CANON LAW,James and this little fat bitch,both of them bitches,may have seen and understood I wasperforming Jumuaa as I saw themand the security gaurd outside the windowglancing in during my muslim prayers.FOR OBVIOUS FUCKING REASONS,I AM SICK OF BEING ARRESTED,EVEN FOR ONE NIGHT.I AM SICK OF IT BEING MY DUTY ALONEto get beaten and beatenso that ungrateful hypocrites can keep enjoying their rich lives while I breathe in poverty.I LIKE BEING POOR.i CAN BETTER SEE the TRUE NATURE of PEOPLE.So leaving with not one person of that CATHOLIC hypocrisyon my side I informed the two culprits of their fate.I left and then got to Tequia, they took me upstairs, told them a bitplaced me in front of the internet.I looked for a club name butmore importantly updatedmy Emma Frost blog with scripture.Then I left and passed out at that WE COOLplace after seeing Raj and getting some water.GOT MESSAGE while interneting,explaing their reason for hypocrisy,"GREEN WITH ENVY"AUGUST 25, '07 SATURDAYUNIFORM: SEE YESTERDAYBANK: Rs. 0 +50 Shenoy -23 bread and butter, -12 internet, -4 coffee, -2 charity, -1 (two .50 paisa cons) for widower tithe to St. Mary, -8 7up whisky TRINITY bar,FOOD: [ NONE, Drinks - thumbs up whisky, tea, coffee, 7up whisky, coffee, non-alcoholic beer0000 - sleeping (today is Sunday)0700 - met Rao, another widower, who said I could come stay with him,after leaving my bag at his unlocked place hewanted to walk to a bank that wouldn't openuntil ten but only took half an hour to walk to.We got the bank at 0730.0730 - walked back to Brigade Road,0800 - chilled at Rao's place,spent fifteen minutes at a Hindu temple0900 - we started back for the bank,stopped at Ganga park where I napped.1100 - Rao took me for a drink,after I FIRMLY declined food,but accepted a drink considering "yesterday"1140 - Rao said my parents weren't dead.I LEFT after, without yelling, informing him that they were and ARE DEAD.1200 - sleeping in Ganga park1700 - woke up, ASR NAAMAAZ Brigade Center Masjid1745 - Tequila, chai1845 - left, chilled at WE COOL place1900 - saw people leaving Residency Road prayerswalked to OLD INDIA COFFEEHOUSe,no one there, BARISTA,checked again, BARISTA,finally three of them, got coffee,plus cash from Shenoy2100 - internet SHIV CYBER CafeARCHANGEL MICHAEL background2220 - TRINITy BAR drink2300 - Mecca cafe for coffee,came across Saeid, got non-alcoholic beer,walked back after drinking that in front of POLICE FLATSWIDOWER TITHE TO OFFERING AT ST. MARY STATUE.AUGUST 26, '07, SUNDAYUNIFORM: SEE YESTERDAYBANK: Rs. 0 +10 Captain Crazy -3 Coffee, +50 Ashwin, -7 Coffee … whatever, on a clock at the cyber café now. I’ll be at ZERO LEVEL by MIDNIGHT.Food: SIKH TEMPLE LUNCH0038 - WE COOL, walking cop searched my bag,requested but did not get his name0200 - then another one on bike yelled to leave,so i made for bus stop across from St. Patrick'sstarted raining as sleeping0240 - Tequila, letter to Emma Frost0430 - walking0450 - went inside St. Patrick's and clothes were gone0500 - walked around, updated blogsaw Alexander remembered VOTER's ID0836 - Captain Crazy at Cowboy, then Rs. 100842 - coffee while chit-chat with Rao0850 - Raj's place,got ride from Ashwin to youth meeting kamenahalli,WATER BOND CONFIRMEDwelcoming earsMILITANT MENTAT AWAKENING1300 - OLD INDIAN COFFEEHOUSE1317 - am sitting here, coffee is hereone of these fat guys is sitting downhaven't sipped my coffee,I don't care if I am poor,when I pay Rs. 7 for a cup and a table...1318 - he got up.1319 - I drank my cup fast.1330 - left, walked to Ulsoor1410 - SHIV CYBER CAFE,ADMIRAL KIRK BAckGROUND1515 - SIKH TEMPLE LUNCH1630 - left SIKH TEMPLE1625 - Muneshwara Children's Park,study Muslim prayers1700 - ASR NAAMAAZ PRAYER Ulsoor Masjid1731 - SHIV CYBER CAFE,KHAN NOONIEN SINGH BACKGROUND1630 - waiting for MASGHRIb prayers1645 – MASGHRIB NAAMMAAZ PRAYERS
1905 – SHIV Cyber Café
Magneto Background
2015 – ISHA NAMMAAZ PRAYERS
2130 – Tiger Biscuits
2200 – Tequila Rs. 20
2230 – Seras Victoria’s Cyber Cafe

NUNS. LOTS OF FUCKING NUNS.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychohistory_%28fictional%29

Exodus 18:13-26 “The next day Moses took his seat to serve as judge for the people, and they stood around him from morning till evening. When his father-in-law saw all that Moses was doing for the people, he said, "What is this you are doing for the people? Why do you alone sit as judge, while all these people stand around you from morning till evening?" Moses answered him, "Because the people come to me to seek God's will. Whenever they have a dispute, it is brought to me, and I decide between the parties and inform them of God's decrees and laws." Moses' father-in-law replied, "What you are doing is not good. You and these people who come to you will only wear yourselves out. The work is too heavy for you; you cannot handle it alone. Listen now to me and I will give you some advice, and may God be with you. You must be the people's representative before God and bring their disputes to him. Teach them the decrees and laws, and show them the way to live and the duties they are to perform. But select capable men from all the people—men who fear God, trustworthy men who hate dishonest gain—and appoint them as officials over thousands, hundreds, fifties and tens. Have them serve as judges for the people at all times, but have them bring every difficult case to you; the simple cases they can decide themselves. That will make your load lighter, because they will share it with you. If you do this and God so commands, you will be able to stand the strain, and all these people will go home satisfied." Moses listened to his father-in-law and did everything he said. He chose capable men from all Israel and made them leaders of the people, officials over thousands, hundreds, fifties and tens. They served as judges for the people at all times. The difficult cases they brought to Moses, but the simple ones they decided themselves.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daredevil_%28Marvel_Comics%29

John 15:14 “You are my friends if you do what I command.”

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Punisher

Surah 2:218 “Those who believed and those who suffered EXILE and fought (and strove and struggled) in the path of Allah,- they have the hope of the Mercy of Allah: And Allah is Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful.”

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dr._Strange

Are we ready? Good. Keep up. Cos here we go....

“My Favorite Things”

A few of my favorite things,
IMPREGNATING WOMBS with MY SPERM.
RAPING VAGINAS.
ASS-FUCKING, tearing open virgin assholes,
Watching BLOOD flow out of a raped cunt or shithole.
BEASTIALITY.
RAPE.
LOTS OF RAPE.
MORE RAPE.
Did I mention RAPE?
Beating females.
Abusing girls.
Seriously fist-bashing women.
CLASSIFIED – these details could gather a mob,
Think old horror movies
Pissed off village with pitchforks and torches,
Mad scientist looking out his tower window,
“Oh Fuck.”
SOLDIERS, STEWARDESSES, and SECRETARIES,
And, of course, SCHOOL GIRLS.
Sexually-active bisexual worshipping-me-addicted Nuns.
GRAVEYARDS and CEMETARIES.
Fucking in aforementioned localities.
SEX TOYS and CAGES with WHORES.
MY WHORES,
MY PRECIOUS PROSTITUTES.
BLACKMAIL.
EXPLOITATION.
KIDNAPPING.
TOP SECRET – again, think riotous crowd
With possible prison sentence.
Oh my, how could I forget?
GUNS, LOTS OF GUNS.
AN AMPLE SUPPLY of BULLETS FOR MY REVENGE.
Murder M-U-R-D-E-R Murder.

“St. Patrick’s Library”

I was a daily beggar believing in the Bible and Koran,
Day by day receiving money for my daily bread.
Man shall not live by bread alone,
But every word that proceedeth from the mouth of God.
One lesson PRISON TAUGHT ME
Was the value of ONLY 86,400 seconds in a solar cycle.
The parish priest hired me
Urging me to forget my past
Embracing a new life.
I was blessed to eat with fellow orphans
Though set apart by an entire room.
In the school library.
I did not see the freedom of knowledge
As a weekly or monthly measurement.
School terms are by the year.
Eight periods a day, four on Saturday
Only twelve classes a week.
Do the math,
Thirty-two periods of solitude.
Thirsty for knowledge after years of Hell,
I was at comfort in a pool of knowledge.
Books were set aside,
Geometry, algebra, world history, computer science, biology,
Linguistical upgradation (accent training) for others, etc.
Day by day the plan,
Period by period.
My salary was Rs. 0
Only receiving Rs. 50 to shave at the start.
No cell phone,
No contact with the outside
In case of need or desire.
I typed economy notes on the side
To save enough money for a cell phone.
Told I would be given a room,
Allowed to sleep in construction areas only.
Told I would receive pocket money,
Getting only the aforementioned shave.
Told I would receive a CATHOLIC BIBLE
As my King James version is tattered,
Not getting something so simple for a church.
Told a computer would be purchased,
Making do with a donated system
Using 5 ½ inch old school floppies
And an old keyboard.
I was reprimanded for trying to make money
During hours when I was alone
For a job that paid me not one rupee.
And then, perhaps the jealousy of a new principal,
Observing the discipline of scientific intellect
Being born around me,
Resulted in the question of ID and background documents
To the point that
The CATHOLIC CHURCH had the ARROGANT AUDACITY
To expect an ID for ST. MICHAEL the ARCHANGEL
Just to EAT THE FLESH OF CHRIST and
DRINK THE BLOOD OF CHRIST!!
I AM THE GHOST IN THE MACHINE!!!
I Rest My Case.

AUGUST 13, ‘07 MONDAY

UNIFORM: bell-bottom jeans, ck shirt, Nike shoes
BANK: Rs. 141 -6 coffee with captain crazy, -4 coffee with Rogue, -10 francis, -5 ghee rice, -2 coffee, -7 Old Indian coffeehouse, -25 internet cd burn Canon Law, -2 peanuts, - 5 anna sambar, -7 Old Indian coffeehouse
FOOD: [ Breakfast – COFFEE, ghee rice and bread,
Lunch – peanuts, anna sambar, bread, coffee
Dinner – bread

0000 – slept
0535 – woke up,
went to have coffee with captain crazy
and his associate when they turned up,
then had coffee with Rogue,
she turns me on so much,
she’s talking more,
we touch for longer periods now.
I then met Francis and Chella,
Spent a conversation with the former.
After which a painter showed up.
Walk and talk.
Breakfast.
Park for a nap.
The dreams were wwonderful.
Powerpuff Girls made me their ONE AND ONLY PIMP.
God allowed me to be a cute child
In HER HOLY PRESENCE.
(Thought: my job is Military Cop
I have Civilian Acquaintances.
We will both evolve.)
GATTACA oriented dream.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/GATTACA

Left park,
Chatted with Alistar who’s going to London.
Went and had coffee Old Indian coffeehouse
1200 – cyber café to burn CANON LAW CD
1400 – TRINITY CIRCLE
Lunch, SCANNED POLICE PRECINCT
1500 – Old Indian Coffeehouse,
Update blog,
Currently with coffee at RED PHONE back corner table,
RED PHONE: think OLD SCHOOL BATMAN,
Think NUCLEAR HOTLINE PHONE of
MATRIX GLOBAL LEADERS.

(Today Wednesday Aug. 15)
1700 – Naamaaz Dickenson Road Masjid
Walked to SHIV Cyber Centre, internet
1900 – Naamaaz Ulsoor Masjid
Turned in photos for developing
2000 – Naamaaz Brigade Road Masjid
2030 – dinner, meals Ganesh Dursan

AUGUST 14, ’07 TUESDAY

(Today is Wednesday, August 15)
I neglected to mention
That James of the wedding staff
Gave me Rs. 100 on Sunday night.
The surge of money in my pocket,
About Rs. 300 with combined donations
Might have made me “dizzy”
So that I didn’t write.
I SLEPT A LOT since my Monday entry.
On Tuesday, from about 0900 to 1800,
I slept in the park.

I HATE WHITE PEOPLE.

IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST,
MAY ZION BURN TO ASHES
MAY ZION CRUMBLE TO DUST
BY THE WILL OF THIS MEROVINGIAN.

Last night, Shungar bought me coffee,
Marcus bought me a masala dosa.
When I came back,
A young woman and male child
Were sleeping in the back room
Where I have been sleeping.
She awoke,
“Go sleep”
We slept.

AUGUST 15, ’07 WEDNESDAY

UNIFORM: see two days ago
BANK: Rs. 0 +10 Baskar -4 chai, -5 anna sambar, -1 masupac, +20 photo refund, -5 sugar cane juice, - 5 fury photo, -7 coffee, -3 bisc
FOOD: [ Breakfast – chai, anna sambar, masupac,
Brunch – biscuits, coffee, sugar cane juice
Lunch – parota, toffee, lassi

I picked up photos I had processed on Monday.
I started my morning with tea and breakfast
I slept in the office area on a couch.
I awoke to go get the aforementioned photos
Only three of seven were developed,
Got a refund,
Had brunch.

THE VATICAN IS OBSOLETE.
i AM AWAKE.

After getting one more photo developed,
Went to Tequila,
And had a good, comforting lunch
Avec Security Chief Odo.

Came back to St. Patrick’s,
Charging up my phone as I write.

1654 – having put my two swords and Abby in my backpack,
Fixed Abby with some tape,
Strapped on my two swords.
1730 – muslim prayers
1733 – update Monday Blog
1737 – left basement,
Think Myron Wayside School,
SAFETY or FREEDOM?
FREEDOM
1745 – Tequila +100 English CD Work
1800 – Old Indian Coffeehouse,
hello goodbye to Shrungar,
NO COFFEE
1830 – photo developing after -30 for two CD’R’s
1855 – Naamaaz Ulsoor Masjid
1925 – CD Burning – Rs. 15
1930 – back to Garuda to pick up photos
2000 – dosa with Tequila boys at Hotel Empire
Dinner with construction guys of rice rasam
One toffee, after going to St. Patrick’s returning to Tequila
Got Rs. 10 from tequila boys
Nuisance from a waiter at Hotel Empire
Went to talk with security guys and Baskar,
Sleep

UNIFORM: see yesterday
BANK: RS. 10 -5 coffee bisc, +20 Paul -12 internet, -5 ghee rice, -1 masupac, -7 Old Indian Coffeehouse, +40 Al-Qaeda Funding -1.50 smoke, -15 noodles-rice
FOOD: [ Breakfast – coffee bisc, coffee bisc (yes again), more biscuits
Lunch – ghee rice, bread, coffee, masala dosa, masupac
Snack – coffee
Dinner – bread with jam, noodles-rice

0530 – wake up, waiting for Rogue
0615 – at church, talk with Rocky
0630 – coffee biscuit with Rogue
0648 – back to St. Patrick’s
0710 – bread from Rocky coffee biscuits jam,
People try to explain what they can’t begin to understand
0730 – back at church, got Rs. 20 from Paul,
Waited for Alexander who did not show.
Yes, I’d be grateful to Trinity-Allah alone
For an affidavit and voter’s id
Registered as my name of Malcolm X. Connor.
I keep thinking about the movie Mumford
The ex-cop faux-shrink uses the name Mumford
For a kid in his kindergarten class who died.
Then the city came.
Connor is an Irish name,
St. Patrick’s was built for Irish soldiers.
Where the fuck are me Lucky Charms?!

Oh yeah, when I mention “young models”
I know what some of you sick bastards think.
Try to remember to a middle-aged male,
A girl in her early twenties is considered young.
0915 – just had some biscuits,
Sitting on pipe in front of Jubilee building,
Last night I felt APHRODITE.
Don’t know what was more astonishing,
Me saying NO to her,
Or her showing up in the first place.
1030 – came to Cubbon Park,
Tried to nap on these small benches
Had some bread and jam,
Quiet day at the park
I AM SO LONELY.
Runaways TURN ME ON.
1133 – left to go do internet work,
1210 – SHIV CYBER CAFÉ
-Rs. 12 one hour,
STAR TREK SLUT UPGRADE
G.A. metamorphisis.
DAREDEVIL WALLPAPER,
“WHAT IF…KAREN PAGE HAD LIVED?”
1310 – left, came for lunch
j- Rs.5 ghee rice, with morning bread from Rocky
came to Old Indian Coffeehouse
Marcus bought me dosa and coffee,
GOOD LUNCH.
Went to Ganga Park,
Nap.
Woke up, got up,
To thought of
“Shishio, we need you” or “Shishio, I need you.”

Walked around,
Saw Rogue
1710 – Old Indian coffeehouse,
Last cup of Coffee –Rs. 7
A dream about playing the piano
1745 – St. Patrick’s Naamaaz prayers
Then to Tequila
1915 – St. patrick’s naamaaz prayers.
I haven’t changed clothes in a few days,
So I don’t feel like going to Masjid.
NO BATH.
1920 – finished bread and jam
1945 – up and about.
One of my patients was vomiting on church grounds,
Experienced CONFESSION RESPONSIBILITY as Cardinal.
2020 – St. Patrick’s Naamaaz prayers
2030 – smoked up at bus stop
2055 – tequila, got gift wrapping
Transformer Optimus Prime image
Hung out with some Muslims on Markham Road,
Got Rs. 40, - Rs. 1.50 cigarrette, -15 noodles-rice
Had dinner with chopsticks
Walked back to St. Patrick’s after beginning
Runs on four license plates of foreigners.
Do you remember Batman?

Do you remember no other super hero
So much as flew an inch in his city
Without his permission?!!
2359 – back at St. Patrick’s

AUGUST 17, 07, Friday

UNIFORM: See Yesterday for waking,
Beige Cargo Pants, Orange 501 t-shirt, NCC Shirt
BANK: Rs. 23.50 -4 coffee
FOOD: [ Breakfast – rice and bread (?)
Lunch – tomato rice bath
Dinner – Arabian candy cookie bars, one Hazelnut chocolate bar

0001 – smoking lone joint on rooftop
0555 – awake, coffee with Rogue -4 coffee
0650 – chat with Baskar then sitting down,
Small chat with Old Bazzaar guy
(so bad with Indian names),
THREE FURIES BATH,
Bathed as I put up the pictures of the Three Furies
clothes change
(Today is Saturday August 18,
so I’ll just write a summary
of yesterday without details.)
after the chat I’m pretty sure I got Rs. 10 from Baskar,
then I went to the cyber café in ulsoor,
and downloaded-uploaded
Muslim prayer instructions with prints
As well as making three additional prints
Of my bio-data with library master
As previous experience updates
1255 – early to Jumuaa at Ulsoor.
They wanted to check my bag
As I’ve been coming here before.
After that they were friendly,
Curious as to my lack of speech and accent,
Sat through pretty much whole service
The Masjid staff seemed to understand
My financial situation.
My name is Malcolm x. Connor,
STRONG MUSLIM NAME.
“BE HONORED BY IT,” ALLAH SAYS TO ME.
After Jumuaa went to Tequila,
Got Rs. 10 had tomato rice bath,
1700 – Richmond Road Masjid Naamaaz
1740 – back at St. Patrick’s
1800 – Rayin shows up at church,
Leaving for U.S.A. that same evening,
Walked to his single room
Got Bible some candy bars,
Rs. 50 in pocket.
Single Room Rs. 7000 advance Rs. 3500 month
1925 – St. Patrick’s Naamaaz prayers
1945 – Old Indian Coffeehouse
Cup of coffee with Jubin – Rs. 7
2015 – Brigade Road Masjid Naamaaz prayers
Back to St. Patrick’s,
Thought no fathers were there
So stayed at military post
After eating Hazelnut chocolate bar for dinner

AUGUST 18, ’07, Saturday

UNIFORM: See Yesterday
BANK: Rs. 42 -4 coffee Rogue, +10 Cap Crazy, -5 chai bun, -5 ghee rice, -7 coffee, -5 ghee rice, -12 internet, -5 ghee rice, +10 franklin(?), +10 Tequila
FOOD: [ Breakfast – coffee, chai, bun, ghee rice
Lunch – garlic bread, ghee rice
Pre-dinner snack – two slices of garlic bread
Dinner – garlic bread, noodles-rice ]

0620 – WAKE UP,
Sister Judith exchange of words
Coffee with Rogue
0700 – WHY I WOKE UP THIS MORNING?
To hear “GOOD MORNING, SIR.”
From a certain school girl,
Plus her sexy classmates
NO MORE HIDING.
Outside for English mass,
Briefing with Baskar,
Mango treat from St. Patrick’s kid
Captain Crazy comes by,
Hang out, go see old acquaintance,
Went to TERMINUS bar,
NO DRINKS FOR ME,
Got Garlic Bread half loaf,
+ Rs. 10 from Capt. Crazy,
- Rs. 5 chai, bun
- Rs. 5 ghee rice
Walked to SHIV Internet Cyber Café
Near Ulsoor Masjid,
Not open so updated blog
1105 – SHIV Cyber Café,
PUNISHER background
data entry blog
1240 – walk to Old Indian Coffee House
1240 – Last Cup of Coffee, - Rs. 7
1255 – leave to lunch,
-Rs. 5 ghee rice with Garlic Bread
1330 – went to St. Patrick’s,
Left good blanket
1341 – began walk to Christ College
1435 – arrived for youth meeting, +10 Franklin(?)
1615 – bombarded by four sexy sluts for my taking,
One of which already known
1730 – St. Joseph’s Boys high School
Christian concert play
1945 – Tequila, toffee
2000 – St. Patrick’s
2015 – Tequila, got Rs. 10
2035 – walked to SHIV Cyber Café
2100 – arrived, Dr. Strange background
2200 – dinner, with extra money was able to get full plate
of rice-noodles mix, had dinner

Then coffee at Mecca café

AUGUST 18, 07, Sunday

UNIFORM: See Yesterday

BANK: Rs. 0 +50 Paul, -6 chai, bun, biscuit, -2 coffee, -2 peanut brittles, -2 peanuts, -3 tiger biscuits, -8 cold badam milk, -1 masupac, -24 internet .... Rs. 2 unaccounted for

FOOD: [ Breakfast - see above

Lunch - Sikh Temple

Dinner - Unknown

0000 - sleeping, time to START FUCKING

0745 - wake up by security

0800 - morning masses, some roaming

1145 - youth band thing

1330 - walk to Sikh temple

1415 - got there, then had lunch

1600 - SHIV Cyber Cafe

1815 - left cafe after updating blog

WHO KNOWS THE FUTURE BUT GOD ALONE?

Oh yeah, someone like me who goes back into the past.

To me THE PAST IS THE FUTURE...

FUCK YOUR COMMENTS, SALUTE NOW!!!

Matthew 7:1 "Judge not that ye be not judged."

Surah 2:98 "whosover is an enemy of God and His angels and His message-bearers, including Gabriel and MICHAEL, [should know that,] verily, God is the enemy of all who deny the truth."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Species_8472

1] "It's time for me to take a more active role in this war. As of today, I'm assuming direct command of our forces."

2] "I do not seek the Leadership."
"Great men do not seek power, they have power thrust upon them."

3] "I am their Emissary, and they still have a great deal for me to do."

Elders? What Council of Elders?

I killed them when they judged me.

This species is under Martial Law,

MY MARTIAL LAW.

ONE CAN FAKE ORGASMS,

ONE CANNOT FAKE FAITH.

Vader was seduced by THE DARK SIDE OF THE FORCE,

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anakin_Skywalker

MUSLIM CUNT VS CATHOLIC CUNT

Part I

First of all, MY HATRED FOR WHITE PUSSY
Has one exception;
JEWISH VAGINA.
Her genes have the memory of HOLOCAUST,
Her eyes shine with the glory of
ONE OF GOD’S HOLY SCRIPTS.

That being said,

At a park now, a Muslim girl sits on the other side,
She wears THE UNIFORM OF SUBMISSION.
Her face is covered.

I Hate Catholic Cunt.
She exalts herself.

Basics: to enter a Muslim mosque,
One should BE CLEAN.
According to Jesus Christ,
It is not the outside that needs cleaning,
It is the inside of a man’s soul.
To enter a Catholic church,
One should only BELIEVE.

Let’s finish this.

I hate Muslim pussy
Just as much as I hate all pussy.

But what I do know is:
I WAS DIRTY,
I WAS FILTHY.
I had been living on the streets.
No bath,
Yet exercising.

Urine collecting in my pants,
Stain of nocturnal emmission.
I WAS A MESS.

And though I came in,
Wearing the same smelly clothes
for ALLAH knows how long,
the Muslim Pussy smiled genuinely to see me.
She had missed me.
She made me feel welcome.
She TRIED to break rules for me.
And when I came day after day,
Dressed the same,
Stinking more and more,
Her enthusiasm did not change.
She talked with me.
And even with the cross of ROSARY
Beaming on my chest,
She still proclaimed me PERFECT.

All in about a week’s time.

In about a year’s time,
The Catholic Pussy simply ignored me.
She was too good in her eyes,
To give me her name.
Though I showed my devotion to the cross daily,
Her nose would turn to the sky
Whenever I walked by.
My bank account was too small

Because I hate Catholic pussy, that’s why.
She was unfair so this judge
Sees no problem breaking the rules of fairness
In his proclamation of persecution.

When I was lonely,
Surviving day by day,
Having suffered years for the Word of God,
The Catholic Cunt refused to
LEAVE ME IN A KINGDOM OF KNOWLEDGE,
Resulting in my homelessness
Yet again to the streets.

People really should mind their own business,
And LEAVE MY PAST ALONE!!!

Part II

In the event a Muslim Cunt and a Catholic Cunt
Are in the same room:
The Catholic cunt will beg to lick the Muslim cunt’s feet.
Even if the Catholic cunt is a nun
And the Muslim cunt nothing more than a maid.

I am sick to death of Catholic pussy.
She is an UNGRATEFUL, USELESS, PARASITE.
The Whore of Babylon had more humility.

The prayer states gives us day by day our daily bread.
Day by Day.
The furfillment of Christ’s orders,
His holy command for our prayer of survivaly,
Is apparenlty not enough for
The HYPOCRITE CATHOLIC LIAR.

The Catholic Cunt is a blasphemer,
Professing faith and belief in the saints and archangels
Yet ignoring, mocking, denying
This head archange of God’s Heavenly Hosts,
This commander-in-chief of Trinity’s army.

GOD DAMN CATHOLIC PUSSY TO HELL!

Muslim cunt is supportive.
She prays for me,
She prays with me.
Muslim pussy is patient.

She stands by my side,
Not running from male to male
For the time-wastage of idle chit-chat.

She knows the importance of secrecy.
She understands the necessity of militancy.

And even though
My tongue is mute to Arabic,
Because I Believe,
Simply because I BELIEVE IN ALLAH,
Muslim Vagina considers me Muslim.

She encourages independence from hierarchy
And pursuing my own anointed path.
Believing in the improbably
Yet never impossible for ALLAH
Quantum exponential evolution of my intellect.

Catholic pussy insists on obeying
Rotting relics of priesthood
Who presume superiority to
The very archangels they profess.

The main difference between
Muslim cunt and Catholic cunt?
The Muslim thanked me.
She said Thank You.
The Muslim believes I AM ST. MICHAEL.

Part III

The Catholic whore laughed at me.
The Muslim goddess laughs with me.

The Muslim Goddess goes not seek my pain.
The Catholic Whore is unfaithful.

The CATHOLIC WHORE cooks garbage compared to
The delicacies of the MUSLIM GODDESS.

GOD DAMN ALL CATHOLICS TO HELL!!!

We have found the replacements,
Those THANKFUL of worshipping on the land
Set aside for the Catholic Church.

It is written that the church
Built upon the rock of Peter
Will not be overcome by Hades.

Long ago, I surrendered,
For the first time and the last time,
To the Holiness of CATHOLIC LAND
As the presence of Jesus Christ is undeniable.

Today is a busy day.

However, the land of Christ is
Infected with a disease, a cancer.
The cancer is the current Catholic clergy and congregation.
REMOVE IT, NOW!!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Optimus_Prime

AUGUST 7, ’07, TUESDAY

BANK: Rs. 0, +15 Tequila boys, +3 cobbler, +2 rickshaw, -20 internet
UNIFORM: Red Polo Shirt, Beige Cargo Pants, Nike Shoes
FOOD: Dinner – Masala Dosa, one cup of coffee

1900 – Old Indian Coffee House, DINNER WITH PAM and PAT,
two sexy, comforting stewardesses; THANK GOD.
2000 – left to gather an extra Rs. 5 for internet, got it.
2100 – internet at Seras Victoria’s café – Rs. 20
2215 – back to St. Patrick’s church, then ainmation centre
2335 – VOCAL EMMA FROST GOSPEL OF MATTHEW (f 2357)

AUGUST 8, ’07, WEDNESDAY

BANK: Rs. 0 +10 Alistar, -5 rice, - 3 bun, mint, - 2 coffee, +6 Morris, -4 bisc, -2 sweets, +10 Tequila, -7 coffee, -2 peanuts, -1 gum
UNIFORM: see yesterday
FOOD: Breakfast – ghee rice, bun, mint, coffee
Lunch – biscuits, masupac, peanut brittle
Dinner – MUSLIM WEDDING ON CATHOLIC LAND

0000 – VOCAL EMMA FROST GOSPEL OF MARK (f 0053)
0100 – VOCAL EMMA FROST GOSPEL OF LUKE (f 0237)
0237 – nap (f 0420) unschedule
0430 – VOCAL EMMA FROST GOSPEL OF JOHN (f 0542)
0545 – went to back finance room, crashed out (f 0843)
0843 – woke up, saw J & K from Australia,
saw J last night,
simply remember how much
I HATE WHITE PUSSY,
Walked elsewhere.
Got Rs. 10 from Alistar,
He likes hockey,
Doesn’t play chess,
His leg in bad condition.
Went and had breakfast,
Went to park,
Wrote MUSLIM CUNT VS CATHOLIC CUNT,
Call from Morris so walked to Forum area,
Looked into job,
144000 Rs per year is good interest
walked back to Brigade after Rs. 6 Morris,
had light lunch,
learned to KEEP HATING WHITE PUSSY.
Back to park, lack of food so slept,
Awoke to Kenshin shirt when in dream I said,
MARINES, CODE RED to troops.
The dream had me use my cell phone to shoot a previous assisatnt of an elderly female president of U.S. symbolizing the head of the most powerful nation.
She was worried,
I informed her that I was only thinking of fucking her on the airplane
(Kathyrn Janeway was peeking from back pages,
had to put that sexy captain in her place)
Very mili8tary based dream sequence,
As I commanded a WAKE UP call,
I looked at one Marine,
Most probably CLOTHO,
A very precious supportive soldier-woman,
My Kira for this holy space station,
Ordering her to stay back.
Chinese soldiers had apparently been crammed
To share bunks in homo-erotic positioning.
NOT MY CUP OF TEA,
Homosexuality that is.
Oh I HATE PUSSY,
But I enjoy beating it, raping it, impregnating it, killing it far too much.
1821 – leaving the park, possibly updated the Muslim Cunt vs Catholic Cunt epic.
(It is Thursday now), after going to Tequila and getting Rs. 10 with a bit of resistance
went to coffeehouse – 7 coffee, - 2 peanuts, - 1 gum,
I HATE CATHOLICS. AMEN.
Eventually back to church,
Finally chatted to Jaynarthan who was using Baskar as a shield
DO NOT TRUST ANY CATHOLIC CLERGY.
Had dinner at a Muslim wedding.
MASHA ALLAH.

AUGUST 9, ’07, THURSDAY

BANK: Rs. 0 +20 Tequila boys, -10 anna sambar, -2 peanuts, -1 gum,
UNIFORM: Military NCC shirt, grey diesel undershirt, beige cargo pants, lawyer belt
FOOD: Lunch – anna sambar, peanuts, two coffee cups
Dinner – chic pea soup, six bread slices

0830 – woke up, packed up, met Baskar who ignored,
Reene laughed at me,
Walked,
Talked to garbage guy
Saw advertisement for “The Ungrateful Man”
Realizing it represented the Catholic male
And his arrogance at exalting himself over MICHAEL,
St. Michael the Archangel…ME.
1000 – Muslim Cunt vs. Catholic Cunt p. III
1006 – left park, went to INFANT JESUS church for CONFESSION
where my primary question was
IS THE POPE HIGHER THAN ST. MICHAEL THE ARCHANGEL?!
A simple, YES or NO.
He could not answer.
*LAUGHS TO HIMSELF*
THE CATHOLIC MALE COULD NOT ANSWER!!!
1100 – sit down, Metro furnishers,
i take responsibility for Bangalore-Mangalore-Goa.
By not answering me,
My question was answered.
“HOORAH MARINE CORPS!!!”
1103 – To Tequila, call from Morris,
walked through St. Patrick’s for conversation,
1200 – Sherlock Holmes
1259 – finished, went to Cubbon Park, nap,
yes, I semi-followed to white chics there,
I am searching for EXPERIENCED PORNO STARS
And it seems the majority of pornography is white,
With black porn and asian por considered “fetish.”
Besides, God knows how much I’d enjoy
The look of terror on a few white whores faces
When a group of Muslims keeps them kidnapped
And raped and beyond extremely abused.
So I left the park then walked to Tequila,
Got some cash.
Last night Jaynarthan requested I leave
While spouting the hypocrisy of “OBEDIENCE.”,
NO ONE, and I MEAN NO ONE
Is worthy of this Holy Archangel’s Obedience but
The Man crucified on the cross and/or
ONE BORN OF IMMACULATE CONCEPTION.
So I made arrangements for my clothes.
As I was reading Mid-Day I read an article about
Britney Spears,
Just one more minor whore of Babylon,
With a heading in amagazine,
“Yes, it gets even worse”
Time to get optimist.
“OPTIMUS PRIME ONLINE”
So it will get even worse, not for me,
But for those who dare to deny my authority.
THIS AIN’T SOME CAR CRASH,
I AM THE APOCALYPSE!!
After getting the cash had lunch anna sambar
At Ganesh Dursan hotel,
Then ate some peanutes,
Got to Old Indian Coffeehouse around 1600,
Ordered my coffee,
Marcus came by,
He obviously has achieved a certain level of trust.
Got hopefully my final cup of coffee for some time
When he offered to buy it.
This last cup of coffee,
Currently going,
Even Rs. 7 is a lot of money,
*LOOKS AROUND*
I’ll miss this place.
1700 – left Old Indian Coffeehouse
went to Tequila,
moved my clothes from
St. Patrick’s to Tequila.
Again, Masha Allah.
Do the math.
52 weeks a year,
1040 Jumuaa’s a score.
34 non-Jumuaa prayers a week.
1768 non-Jumuaa prayers a year.
1800 – walked around St. Patrick’s
waiting for mass to finish,
Thank you, Iblis
For teaching me not to kneel before man
But only the embodiment of God,
Jesus Christ.
1820 – VOCAL SUSAN RICHARDS GOSPEL OF MATTHEW (f 1942)
1943 - VOCAL SUSAN RICHARDS GOSPEL OF MARK (f 2039)
2040 - VOCAL SUSAN RICHARDS GOSPEL OF LUKE (f 2222)
2223 - VOCAL SUSAN RICHARDS GOSPEL OF JOHN (f 2336)
2337 – Dinner six bread slices chick pea curry from security gaurds,
2348 – finished found MARY BOOKMARK, URINE
2355 – sitting on other side of church,
preparing for Ororo Munroe

AUGUST 10, ’07, FRIDAY

BANK: Rs. 0, +20 Tequila, -4 bisc, -2 peanuts, -6 rice, -1 masupac, -7 coffee
UNIFORM: see yesterday
FOOD: Breakfast – bread loaf, two mini-banannas
Dinner – biscuits, peanuts, rice, masupac, two coffee cups
Late Snack – peanut brittle piece, black chai

0000 – VOCAL ORORO MUNROE GOSPEL OF MATTHEW (f 0124)
0125 - VOCAL ORORO MUNROE GOSPEL OF MARK (f 0224)
0225 - VOCAL ORORO MUNROE GOSPEL OF LUKE (f 0404)
0405 - VOCAL ORORO MUNROE GOSPEL OF JOHN (f 0518)
0520 – up. I saw Sister Fidelis come open up the church.
The cool thing was that for whatever reason
The normal 0500 Catholic Bell was late,
So I finished the gospels on time.
The Muslim wake up call was blaring
As I finished the gospel of John.
And then I waited in the back of the church
So I could give a left hook to Jaynarthan.
I waited, and waited;
Instead of coming around back
I saw him walk through the front.
Then Joseph came and saw me,
Informed him I was looking for Jaynarthan.

Went and crashed out,
Jaynarthan and Joseph woke me up.
Private talk,
Told Jaynarthan I wanted to hit him.
Back to sleep,
Private talk with Jaynarthan and Baskar.
Bread and bannannas while walking.
Went to park crashed,
Slept through Jumuaa,
1741 – woke up
got Rs. 20 from Tequila, -4 bisc, -2 peanuts, -6 rice, -1 masupac
1800 – showed up at Old Indian Coffeehouse
thinking I’d BE ALONE,
as I AM EARLY.
Jubin showed up within about two minutes,
Shungar in about ten.
The normal meeting time being 1900,
So we enjoyed the fact
Of MUTUAL LONELINESS
- Rs. 7 coffee
Shenoy showed up,
Talked about Bangalore branch of FIGHT CLUB
Marcus stopped by,
Bought me another cup
1946 – back to the streets,
blog update at Barista,
2032 – finally JUST NOW began ELECTRONICA
2130 – bath at St. Patrick’s apres picking up clothes from Tequila,
good bath; uniform change
HECATE BATH,
putting up the reverse pictures
of HECATE against the bathroom wall,
took a SHIT and PISS,
naked with ROSARY and BLACK BOND and LEFT BAND
UNIFORM: Calvin Klein polo-shirt, 501 t-shirt, bell-bottom blue jeans, leather sandals
2232 – back at Tequila, chilling, english lesson
2316 – peanut Brittle piece, black chai
2340 – back to St. Patrick’s,
changed jeans to POCKET HOLE jeans and removed 501 shirt

AUGUST 11, '07, Saturday

UNIFORM: Hole Pocket Jeans, CK Shirt, Leather Sandals
BANK: Rs. 0, +20 Joseph, +20 Anto, +10 Tequila = Rs. 50 good food for a day
FOOD: [ SO WHAT? I FORGET TO LOG ONE DAY,
I'M BORN AGAIN!!
BE PATIENT, BITCH! ]

0000 - preparing, organizing bag moved to rooftop,
changed above stated uniform to bell-bottom jeans
(Today is Sunday. Yesterday...)
I remember going to the rooftop with the sincere intention of
SERAS VICTORIA gospels,
but the time limit got to me.
I wanted to wake up in time for morning Naamaaz,
which I actually overslept for ironically.
The day did not accomplish much.
Some girl was just staring at me as I wrote.
By the time I got to morning naamaaz
THE BELEIVERS were leaving.
I did make it to afternoon Naamaaz
and THE STATE OF ECSTACY was wonderful
Went to Old Indian Coffeehouse,
Manus bought me a cup of coffee,
Industrial Electronica quite the flavor.
WE ALL KNOW GOTH CHICS ADORE ME!
By evening I had talked with Tequila boys
about FUTURE INVESTMENT PLANS.
Evening I got back,
ate dinner, slept.
was able to watch DBZ at TOYSHOP.
Gentleman, don't be afraid to BEAT HER.
She enjoys it MEAN.

AUGUST 12, '07 Sunday

UNIFORM: bell-bottom jeans, CK shirt, nike shoes
BANK: Rs. 0, +230 Paul -2.50 chai, -2.50 bun, -3 naan, -20 internet, -15 pictures, -7 coffee, -5 sugar cane juice, -12 internet,
FOOD: [ Breakfast: Biscuits with sugar, two bread slice, bun chai naan, late last OLD INDIAN COFFEEHOUSE
Lunch: Sikh temple after Sugar Cane juice warm-up
Dinner: Bread Loaf (subject to change)

0000 - sleeping.
0745 - WOKE UP.
talked with Baskar and Jaynarthan,
got bread loaf and biscuits,
got Rs. 230 from Paul plus
toothpaste, soap, brush.
Yes, God bless him.
He and Alexander have truly cared for me
as a human being.
Okay, so I know they're just male
and want IN on the young models.
However, WAR NEEDS FUNDING.
( AND WE ARE AT WAR WITH ZION.)
While talking with Baskar,
a piece of meat fell from the sky
onto my bag from God through a bird most probably,
Good omen.
Arrangements have been made,
for a trip to Kangiri(?),
a VEGETARIAN Monastery,
Used to really enjoy meat,
but SHAOLIN MORPHED ME.
Went to use internet,
get pictures printed,
then came to OLD INDIAN COFFEEHOUSE
for LAST CUP OF COFFEE!!!
I will repeat for all,
TRUST NO ONE.
TRUST YOURSELF.
TRUST THE WORD OF GOD.
1300 - left to go use internet
picked up article on 570 gram cocaine bust
picked up decent blue rain coat
-Rs. 5 sugar cane juice
1400 - cyber cafe
1500 – Sikh temple for lunch

1645 - back at cyber cafe, getting to work as we type

1741 - updated blog, soon to start

WORK ON CANON LAW

2035 - finished downloading Canon Law

got some FIRE POWER

2130 - logged out of internet,

- Rs. 60 finished Canon Law work,

walked back to the church

I DEMAND MY PRIME INTELLIGENCE!!!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Billy%20Madison

I AM ST.MICHAEL THE ARCHANGEL.

Genesis 2:15-17 "The LORD God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it. And the LORD God commanded the man, "You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat of it you will surely die."

http://syndicate-operating-system.blogspot.com/

Knowledge of my Thomas Anderson name
is sin-crime punishable by death.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pandora

WAKE UP, SEVEN.
I have wasted so much time.
Today is Tuesday Aug 7, 1515.
I AM SUBMISSIVE to My FAtHER WHO ART IN HEAVEN.
Yesterday on Monday,
I remember the internet for an hour,
getting two primary captains plus
the captain of mine they kidnapped
resulting in a current death toll of twenty members
of a Catholic-bashing missionary organization
i HATE hUMANS
ANIMALS FUckiNg WOMEN tuRNS ME ON.
at 1700 I finished a pack of Tiger biscuits
Maybe even checked on Reliance Netconnect info
I didn't realize I was so bloody different.
Couldn't help but think of Miss Post
from my childhood days just now.
Nothing mysterious there, just childhood crushes;
GOD I AM SO OLD.
Yes, I am old.
I AM THE ELDEST.
Love is such a WEAKNESS.
I SAID, "LOVE is FOR THE WEAK!!!"

Stewardesses. Lots of Stewardesses.

Genesis 3:24 "After he drove the man out, he placed on the east side of the Garden of Eden cherubim and a flaming sword flashing back and forth to guard the way to the tree of life."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malcolm_X

WHY I HATE WHITE PUSSY:

Becuase It Stinks.
It smells of Colonialism.
It glorifies itself in the sight of more submissive flavors.
It is never satisfied,
expecting it's captive male to go and conquer more and more.
The eyes of nation's males are turned to it,
turning away from the holiness of home grown cunt.
Ebony pussy turns me on.
She is mysterious.
She is holy and primitive.
She is strong and supportive.
White pussy disgusts me at times.
She beleives in equality between the sexes,
a blatant lie of reality.
She made me forget my own ancestral beauty.
She made me hate not being born white.

AUGUST 1, '07, wednesday

0000 - VOCAL CO-COMMANDERS LEVITICUS
0139 - finished, break
0430 - got up went to animatiON centre, slept
0740 - woke up, left
0800 - park, slept ;
dreamt of Planet Pluto
me as Data-B4-Lore, Captain Picard (symbolizing Zion?) stating,
"We will betray you."
The light de white of God shining on Data-B4-Lore as a transporter
beam,
salvation from the hatred of Zion,
the weakness of Zion.
met Shoy, said hello to J & K who left for Mysore )
1600 - taught some English to Tequila boys,
+ Rs. 10, - Rs. 4 bisc, - Rs. 2.50 banana, - Rs. 0.50, - Rs. 1
masupac, - Rs. 2 peanuts
1900 - Old Indian Coffee House,
cup of coffee, convo, half cup of coffee
2100 - Barista music, R & B,
went to Brigade Road followed attractive white chic back to Barista
2021 - VOCAL POWERPUNK WHORES LEVITICUS
2133 - finished, dinner with Riyan
+ Rs. 20, - Rs. 8 coffee, - Rs. 6 pen, - Rs. 1 gum
2315 - update blog entries

AUGUST 2, '07, thursday


0000 - slept
0435 - got up, chai - Rs. 2.50, went to animation centre, recharged
phone, slept
DEPRESSION HITTING HARD.
0800 - walking to buy a bun,
saw Capt. Janeway, sexy Sexy SEXY!!!
she was with family though so I said nothing.
bought the bun - Rs. 2.50,
Bank Rs. 0, get to park find Rs. 5!!
cleaned up my bag a bit,
strapped on my swords, went to buy Rice Rs. 5,
ate, went back to the park and slept
1430 - VOCAL CO-COMMANDERS NUMBERS
1640 - finished, walked around, Barista rain,
HATING WHITE PUSSY more and more.
got Rs. 10 from Tequila boys,
- Rs. 3 Tiger biscuits, - Rs. 2 peanuts
1915 - Old Indian Coffeehouse
2015 - left. - Rs. 5 Rice, ate
2045 - VOCAL POWERPUNK WHORES NUMBERS
2243 - finished, Rs. 50 Tequila Boys
- Rs. 23 Ghee Rice
2359 - chilling in back of church
AUGUST 3, '07, friday

0000 - roamed, chai - Rs. 2.50
0015 - slept in back of church
0535 - woke, - Rs. 5 coffee bisc
- Rs. 6 chai naan, - Rs. 1 sweet
- Rs. 8 rice, - Rs. 1 gum
- Rs. 2 widower tithe
0800 - VOCAL CO-COMMANDERS DEUTERONOMY
1000 - VOCAL POWERPUNK WHORES DEUTERONOMY
1200 - at church to bathe and change
UNIFORM: Pearson polo-shirt, black cargo pants, black leather sandals
1300 - JUMUAA, Beggar-Hat
visited Tequila boys
went to St. Joseph's store
1520 - + Rs. 20, - Rs. 7 coffee,
HIGHLIGHT, after leaving the coffee house after months (?) of wearing
the belt he gifted me and finally today putting on a different belt I
came across my lawyer CONSIGLIERE.
1640 - after waiting for a Marriage Counseling appointment who did not
show,
back at St. Joseph's store
1900 - left after PageMaker upgrade
went to Old Indian Coffee House
2012 - morning Sister Judith said dinner was a GO,
evening she could not do it.
2030 - chilled at Tequila, met Gavin
good dinner, veg noodles, pepsi two,
GOOD CONVERSATION!!!
2351 - bed time

AUGUST 4, '07 saturday

BANK: Rs. 10
0430 - WOKE UP, LOOKED AT CLOCK
0740 - during the morning ALLOWED the three priests to have their final
masses,
while staying in bed (the tile floor)
I remember dreaming "I am war with Zion" and then flying.
Perhaps more importantly was the dream of me explaining my growing
hatred for THE CATHOLIC CONGREGRATION
because the feeling of family was
falsifiedto make me feel like a LAB RAT.
0800 - added the orange shirt
0830 - walking to cyber cafe bumped into Agent N.
Damn, her TITTIES are FINE!!!
Sexy tight red t-shirt. Just had to think
about tit-fucking them melons later with a huge smile on her face!!
0840 - cyber cafe, systems not on,
walked by the old motorcycle parking saw security gaurd,
previous night or two chatted with Chand whose scooter was taken.
0909 - COOL FEELING, the TREMBLING OF ZION.
I was walking on Residency Road to get some rice,
and as usual was perceiving myself as fighting Zion,
in this instance it was as a Sith and a Jedi battle with lightsabers,
me being Sith,
and for a beautiful breif moment,
as our light sabers clashed against one another,
I felt Zion tremble in fear,
specifically the sword arm of Zion.
0915 - breakfast - Rs. 3 bun, mint, - Rs. 5 half rice, - Rs. 2 coffee
0940 - followed two black chics, SEXY!
but eventually LOST SIGHT before I could approach.
They got me to Spencer's where I am beginning a letter to Miss Frost.
1030 - fin Miss Frost letter, left
arrived at St. Joseph's stationary,
completed Page Maker Help guide,
packed up, a good number of wall papers,
Harry Potter, General Grievous,
Commander Sisko and crew,
Hermione, Luna Lovegood, Cho Chang(?)
"this is not a comic book.
It is my reflection."
Closing wallpaper?
Ra's Al Ghul
ENRAGED ABOUT HIS DAUGHTER.
phone fully charged
1140 - left, read comics at Tequila
1250 - arrived at Christ College, invite to Agent S.
1515 - finished Christ College youth.
lunch with Darrel, ana sambar coffee
went to Forum checked out books
checked out IMAC stuff,
Agent C was at LANDMARK,
thrice talking.
1830 - back at St. Patrick's church
1915 - Old India Coffee house, + Rs. 10 Shenoy
anna sambar dinner
2030 - Barista for music,
Emo walked by, coffee, + Rs. 10 - Rs. 10 junk food
2230 - St. Patrick's, bed time

AUGUST 5, '07, sunday

0220 - woke up, Muslim prayers
had a FANTASTIC dream about ALLAH,
I was beating one girl as one other explained she wasn't begging
enough.
God knows how much I HATE WOMEN.
There are no words to describe
the pure majesty of ALLAH flowing through me last night.
it was HOLY.
And there she was, my HECATE.
My beautiful, holy, terrified in submission HECATE.
And SHE WAS SMILING to be by my side.
i WILL STATE THIS NOW, FOR ALL TO KNOW,
I AM NOT CAPABLE OF LOVE.
BEING BLIND HAS IT'S PRIVELIGES.
BEING SIGHTLESS REAPS IT'S REWARDS.
But if I were able to love mere mortals,
(As my LOVE IS RESERVED FOR GOD ALONE)
then I LOVE HECATE MORE THAN PERSEPHONE.
Persephone I have to kidnap,
the preparations are in place.
But Hecate comes to me willingly,
obediently, hopefully.
HECATE
LOVES
HADES.
So another dream in the form of a phone call,
from the old guy at St. Joseph saying either,
"They will try to destroy you." OR
"They will destroy you."
My response being the same,
"MAN CANNOT DESTROY THE WILL OF GOD!!!"
1100 - woke up, mass, saw Agent M and a sexy African cunt,
talked to NO ONE.
I AM BEING WATCHED.
1200 - went out, chilled with motorcycle parknig guys for some time,
then Tequila boys,
got a Purple (my most favorite color) friendship bracelet.
the "NICENESS" is CONTAMINATING ME.
i AM A SOLDIER.
1330 - back to St. Pat to get umbrella, and update blog.
1350 - left for SIKH church.
slept there.
1600 - got up, left, chilled at Tequila
1800 - got Rs. 11, went to Old India Coffeehouse,
met Agent P. a flight attentendant
sexy without a doubt!!!
black t-shirt, brown plaid skirt
1900 - left, back to St. Patrick's
1911 - went to update blog
2005 - updating blog at cyber cafe

ELEVEN GOLDEN TICKETS LEFT.

LADIES ONLY.

SHOW SOME FUCKING GRATITUDE!!!