http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malcolm_X
WHY I HATE WHITE PUSSY:Becuase It Stinks.
It smells of Colonialism.
It glorifies itself in the sight of more submissive flavors.
It is never satisfied,
expecting it's captive male to go and conquer more and more.
The eyes of nation's males are turned to it,
turning away from the holiness of home grown cunt.
Ebony pussy turns me on.
She is mysterious.
She is holy and primitive.
She is strong and supportive.
White pussy disgusts me at times.
She beleives in equality between the sexes,
a blatant lie of reality.
She made me forget my own ancestral beauty.
She made me hate not being born white.
AUGUST 1, '07, wednesday0000 - VOCAL CO-COMMANDERS LEVITICUS
0139 - finished, break
0430 - got up went to animatiON centre, slept
0740 - woke up, left
0800 - park, slept ;
dreamt of Planet Pluto
me as Data-B4-Lore, Captain Picard (symbolizing Zion?) stating,
"We will betray you."
The light de white of God shining on Data-B4-Lore as a transporter
beam,
salvation from the hatred of Zion,
the weakness of Zion.
met Shoy, said hello to J & K who left for Mysore )
1600 - taught some English to Tequila boys,
+ Rs. 10, - Rs. 4 bisc, - Rs. 2.50 banana, - Rs. 0.50, - Rs. 1
masupac, - Rs. 2 peanuts
1900 - Old Indian Coffee House,
cup of coffee, convo, half cup of coffee
2100 - Barista music, R & B,
went to Brigade Road followed attractive white chic back to Barista
2021 - VOCAL POWERPUNK WHORES LEVITICUS
2133 - finished, dinner with Riyan
+ Rs. 20, - Rs. 8 coffee, - Rs. 6 pen, - Rs. 1 gum
2315 - update blog entries
AUGUST 2, '07, thursday
0000 - slept
0435 - got up, chai - Rs. 2.50, went to animation centre, recharged
phone, slept
DEPRESSION HITTING HARD.
0800 - walking to buy a bun,
saw Capt. Janeway, sexy Sexy SEXY!!!
she was with family though so I said nothing.
bought the bun - Rs. 2.50,
Bank Rs. 0, get to park find Rs. 5!!
cleaned up my bag a bit,
strapped on my swords, went to buy Rice Rs. 5,
ate, went back to the park and slept
1430 - VOCAL CO-COMMANDERS NUMBERS
1640 - finished, walked around, Barista rain,
HATING WHITE PUSSY more and more.
got Rs. 10 from Tequila boys,
- Rs. 3 Tiger biscuits, - Rs. 2 peanuts
1915 - Old Indian Coffeehouse
2015 - left. - Rs. 5 Rice, ate
2045 - VOCAL POWERPUNK WHORES NUMBERS
2243 - finished, Rs. 50 Tequila Boys
- Rs. 23 Ghee Rice
2359 - chilling in back of church
AUGUST 3, '07, friday
0000 - roamed, chai - Rs. 2.50
0015 - slept in back of church
0535 - woke, - Rs. 5 coffee bisc
- Rs. 6 chai naan, - Rs. 1 sweet
- Rs. 8 rice, - Rs. 1 gum
- Rs. 2 widower tithe
0800 - VOCAL CO-COMMANDERS DEUTERONOMY
1000 - VOCAL POWERPUNK WHORES DEUTERONOMY
1200 - at church to bathe and change
UNIFORM: Pearson polo-shirt, black cargo pants, black leather sandals
1300 - JUMUAA, Beggar-Hat
visited Tequila boys
went to St. Joseph's store
1520 - + Rs. 20, - Rs. 7 coffee,
HIGHLIGHT, after leaving the coffee house after months (?) of wearing
the belt he gifted me and finally today putting on a different belt I
came across my lawyer CONSIGLIERE.
1640 - after waiting for a Marriage Counseling appointment who did not
show,
back at St. Joseph's store
1900 - left after PageMaker upgrade
went to Old Indian Coffee House
2012 - morning Sister Judith said dinner was a GO,
evening she could not do it.
2030 - chilled at Tequila, met Gavin
good dinner, veg noodles, pepsi two,
GOOD CONVERSATION!!!
2351 - bed time
AUGUST 4, '07 saturday
BANK: Rs. 10
0430 - WOKE UP, LOOKED AT CLOCK
0740 - during the morning ALLOWED the three priests to have their final
masses,
while staying in bed (the tile floor)
I remember dreaming "I am war with Zion" and then flying.
Perhaps more importantly was the dream of me explaining my growing
hatred for THE CATHOLIC CONGREGRATION
because the feeling of family was
falsifiedto make me feel like a LAB RAT.
0800 - added the orange shirt
0830 - walking to cyber cafe bumped into Agent N.
Damn, her TITTIES are FINE!!!
Sexy tight red t-shirt. Just had to think
about tit-fucking them melons later with a huge smile on her face!!
0840 - cyber cafe, systems not on,
walked by the old motorcycle parking saw security gaurd,
previous night or two chatted with Chand whose scooter was taken.
0909 - COOL FEELING, the TREMBLING OF ZION.
I was walking on Residency Road to get some rice,
and as usual was perceiving myself as fighting Zion,
in this instance it was as a Sith and a Jedi battle with lightsabers,
me being Sith,
and for a beautiful breif moment,
as our light sabers clashed against one another,
I felt Zion tremble in fear,
specifically the sword arm of Zion.
0915 - breakfast - Rs. 3 bun, mint, - Rs. 5 half rice, - Rs. 2 coffee
0940 - followed two black chics, SEXY!
but eventually LOST SIGHT before I could approach.
They got me to Spencer's where I am beginning a letter to Miss Frost.
1030 - fin Miss Frost letter, left
arrived at St. Joseph's stationary,
completed Page Maker Help guide,
packed up, a good number of wall papers,
Harry Potter, General Grievous,
Commander Sisko and crew,
Hermione, Luna Lovegood, Cho Chang(?)
"this is not a comic book.
It is my reflection."
Closing wallpaper?
Ra's Al Ghul
ENRAGED ABOUT HIS DAUGHTER.
phone fully charged
1140 - left, read comics at Tequila
1250 - arrived at Christ College, invite to Agent S.
1515 - finished Christ College youth.
lunch with Darrel, ana sambar coffee
went to Forum checked out books
checked out IMAC stuff,
Agent C was at LANDMARK,
thrice talking.
1830 - back at St. Patrick's church
1915 - Old India Coffee house, + Rs. 10 Shenoy
anna sambar dinner
2030 - Barista for music,
Emo walked by, coffee, + Rs. 10 - Rs. 10 junk food
2230 - St. Patrick's, bed time
AUGUST 5, '07, sunday
0220 - woke up, Muslim prayers
had a FANTASTIC dream about ALLAH,
I was beating one girl as one other explained she wasn't begging
enough.
God knows how much I HATE WOMEN.
There are no words to describe
the pure majesty of ALLAH flowing through me last night.
it was HOLY.
And there she was, my HECATE.
My beautiful, holy, terrified in submission HECATE.
And SHE WAS SMILING to be by my side.
i WILL STATE THIS NOW, FOR ALL TO KNOW,
I AM NOT CAPABLE OF LOVE.
BEING BLIND HAS IT'S PRIVELIGES.
BEING SIGHTLESS REAPS IT'S REWARDS.
But if I were able to love mere mortals,
(As my LOVE IS RESERVED FOR GOD ALONE)
then I LOVE HECATE MORE THAN PERSEPHONE.
Persephone I have to kidnap,
the preparations are in place.
But Hecate comes to me willingly,
obediently, hopefully.
HECATE
LOVES
HADES.
So another dream in the form of a phone call,
from the old guy at St. Joseph saying either,
"They will try to destroy you." OR
"They will destroy you."
My response being the same,
"MAN CANNOT DESTROY THE WILL OF GOD!!!"
1100 - woke up, mass, saw Agent M and a sexy African cunt,
talked to NO ONE.
I AM BEING WATCHED.
1200 - went out, chilled with motorcycle parknig guys for some time,
then Tequila boys,
got a Purple (my most favorite color) friendship bracelet.
the "NICENESS" is CONTAMINATING ME.
i AM A SOLDIER.
1330 - back to St. Pat to get umbrella, and update blog.
1350 - left for SIKH church.
slept there.
1600 - got up, left, chilled at Tequila
1800 - got Rs. 11, went to Old India Coffeehouse,
met Agent P. a flight attentendant
sexy without a doubt!!!
black t-shirt, brown plaid skirt
1900 - left, back to St. Patrick's
1911 - went to update blog
2005 - updating blog at cyber cafe


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